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Fiona Apple finds musical happiness
Nekesa Moody
NEW YORK—When Fiona Apple first heard about the Web site freefiona.com,
she remembers feeling flattered, overwhelmed - and guilty. That’s
because while fans were mounting an ambitious Internet campaign on her
behalf, accusing Apple’s record company of squashing a brilliant album
because it wasn’t commercial enough, she didn’t want to see
“Extraordinary Machine” released either - at least not the version
widely circulating on the Web.
“I didn’t really know exactly what I wanted,” she says of “Extraordinary
Machine,” which was finally released Tuesday after a monthslong saga
that cast Apple as an artist being subjugated by her powerful record
label, Epic Records, a division of Sony Music. The truth was murkier.
Though Apple claims Sony didn’t like the original version of the album
because they didn’t hear any hits on it, she was dissatisfied with it,
too, for other reasons.
“I kind of checked out, I wasn’t there to be the captain of the ship and
say how I wanted things to be musically,” she says. The album initially
was produced by longtime friend and producer Jon Brion, who had worked
on her best-selling, groundbreaking debut album, 1996’s “Tidal,” and its
follow-up, 1999’s “When the Pawn.”
“In this case, I don’t know what was going on in my head so much -
trepidation about what was ahead of me, a lack of confidence, I don’t
know what it was,” she says. Apple hadn’t even been pushing to record an
album. The singer-songwriter, who lives in Venice, Calif., was happily
living out of the spotlight, burned by her previous brush with
celebrity.
“Tidal” made her one of the most heralded voices to emerge during the
‘90s boom of strong female singer-songwriters: Her poignant lyrics and
frankness about past pain (including a childhood rape) made her a
critics’ darling. But she was also depicted as vitriolic and disturbed.
Her very public struggles over her newfound celebrity, including
occasional outbursts and crying fits on stage, made her an object of
ridicule and gossip.
So she pulled away from the media’s glare. She barely promoted “When the
Pawn” - and to date, it has sold a little more than 920,000 copies,
about a third of her first album’s 2.7 million, according to Nielsen
SoundScan. “I tried to leave my own little bubble as little as
possible,” says the still waifish 28-year-old Apple, her wide eyes
reflecting the hurt. |