Juliana Hatfield on a twisted trip to ‘China
Dean Goodman

BOSTON—Even when she’s in love, Juliana Hatfield is miserable. Not that she always realizes it. The durable singer-songwriter, who says she is “always frustrated and anxious and pissed-off and depressed,” has just released a cathartic, aggressive album with sonic dissonance worthy of Neil Young or John Cale. Life was actually going well when Hatfield, 38, recorded “Made in China,” a low-budget effort on her own label, Ye Olde Records. She collaborated on the project with her boyfriend, a guitarist 15 years her junior, and says she was “having a great time” with the youngster. But her subconscious had other ideas.
“In looking back at the relationship, I can see that there are all these things happening, that I didn’t want to admit or acknowledge, and I think that stuff got into the music,” Hatfield told Reuters in a recent interview before playing to a small but ardent hometown crowd at the Paradise club. “You can feel that in the music, just the unease and the distrust of the things that satisfy people, and make people feel good.”
ALONE AGAIN, NATURALLY
Several months after the album was recorded, Hatfield and her boyfriend, Joe Keefe, ended their 18-month romance, by mutual consent, she says. It was her longest and most fulfilling relationship, and now she has a lasting souvenir: he played on eight of the 12 tracks alongside his bandmates in local band the Unbusted, and co-wrote two of the songs.
Hanging out with Keefe and his equally youthful buddies was a pleasant experience for Hatfield, who sought his help in harnessing a deep source of energy she says has been trapped inside her since she was 12 years old. Now she is back to her default setting: alone, sharing her digs in Cambridge, Massachusetts, with her Labrador retriever and tomato plants. Her eerie, newfound skinniness notwithstanding, she swears she is not miserable, and has even cut her therapy sessions to twice a month. Only one song on the new album is about Keefe, “Digital Penetration,” a joyous ode to her “island boy.” Keefe is from Martha’s Vineyard, and he saw her perform there when he was 14, though Hatfield stresses they did not meet then.
Her favourite song from the album is “Oh,” one of four tracks on which she plays all the instruments. It sounds as if it could be a Neil Young outtake, which was not a conscious style choice. But she cites Young, as well as the Rolling Stones’ Keith Richards and Dinosaur Jr.’s J Mascis as her favourite guitarists “in that they’re all sorta sloppy.”
Hatfield claims to be a “disgrace to guitar players everywhere” because she never practices and is insecure about her inability to play fast.